If you love stories about ghosts, dragons and aliens, come in.
Author: Nicole Luttrell
I'm a speculative fiction writer. That means I write about dragons, ghosts and spaceships. Sometimes I write about the ghosts of dragons on spaceships.
Now, it’s time to start casting characters. For me, characters are always the most interesting part of any story. I want to know about the people.
I have for you two lists of questions. The first is for your main character or characters. I almost always have two main characters, but you can have just one or a full ensemble cast.
Main character questions
What is their full name and nickname?
What do they look like?
Why is this their story to tell?
What do they want at the start of the story?
What are they afraid of?
What don’t they like about themselves?
How are they going to change?
Do they fit into their world as it is?
How is the world going to change because of them?
Next, we’re going to consider our secondary characters and villains. A story’s main character shouldn’t be the only interesting person in the cast.
Your main character also shouldn’t have main character syndrome. Which is to say, they should be aware that the world doesn’t revolve around them. The rest of the cast should also be aware of this.
And don’t skip planning your villain. In fact, this might be the most important character. A good villain makes a story. Consider the Borg, Magnito, Ursula, Voldemort, The Other Mother, and Beetlejuice. These characters were way more interesting than their heroes.
Secondary characters and villains
What is their full name and nickname?
What do they look like?
Why are they the main characters in their own story?
What do they contribute to this story?
What do they want at the start of the story?
What are they afraid of?
What don’t they like about themselves?
How are they going to change?
Do they fit into their world as it is?
How is the world going to change because of them?
Join us again next week for week four of Preptober. And don’t forget, you can download the Preptober Planner now on my Ko-fi shop.
Happy spooky season! It’s October, and it’s Friday the 13, so that’s pretty awesome.
While I always love a good horror book, they’re the best this time of year. There’s nothing better this time of year than curling up with fresh sugar cookies, a fire video on the TV, and a book about someone getting their face mauled in a haunted house.
Today I’m sharing with you the eight best horror books I read this year so far. Sadly there are only eight because I am well behind on my reading list. It’s not that I’ve been in a reading slump. It’s just that editing a podcast takes time, and life takes time. Then I decided to start reading Needful Things, which maybe wasn’t the best idea when I’m trying to finish my Goodreads goal because it’s almost 700 pages long.
But here we are, and eight is better than none. And I can honestly say, that not a single horror book I read this year disappointed.
(Speaking of podcasts, the second season of AA is out now. You can listen to all of it and season one right now on Haunted MTL.)
Now, some of these books I’ve talked about before. Some of them I either have already reviewed on Haunted MTL or plan to. So I’m not going to go into a ton of detail here. But any of these stories would be an eerie addition to your Halloween season.
Hide by Kiersten White
A tantalizing offer of money and fame lures fourteen strangers to an abandoned theme park for a massive game of hide and seek. This is not the story I thought was going to tackle the deep theme of generational guilt, but boy did it. Watch for my full review on Haunted MTL.
How to sell a haunted house by Grady Hendrix
This review is out. I read this book in a day, and it has me on a serious Grady Hendrix kick.
This book has family drama, generational pain, and Southern charm. What else could you honestly ask for?
Delicate Condition by Danielle Valentine
Again, I have talked on and on about this book, its tie-in with American Horror Story, and how this was a whole thing for me.
It’s a great book, and it’s led to a great season of AHS so far. However, if you have any trauma related to miscarriage, birthing, or anything baby-related, this is your trigger warning.
Dread Nation andDeathless Divide by Justina Ireland
Again, I went into great detail about these books here and here. If you like historical fiction, you’ll love these. If you like zombies, you’ll love them.
I do need Ireland to write another one in this series, though. Like, today.
Silver Nitrate by Sylvia Moreno-Garcia
I love this author so much. And after being kind of disappointed in the last book of hers I read, this one was such a relief.
It’s got witchcraft, movie trivia, love affairs. Watch in late November for the review.
How to survive your murder by Danielle Valentine
Again, this was something I read because of American Horror Story. You can read the whole review here. But while I was expecting a light, fun slasher book, I instead got one that talked about some very disturbing questions.
Check out my whole review here.
The Roots GrowInto The Earth by Bert S. Lechner
What says Halloween more than a collection of Lovecraftian horror stories?
I got an arc of this book to review for Haunted MTL, but it’s out now. And it is well worth the read.
So now it’s your turn. What’s the best horror book you’ve read so far this year? Let us know in the comments.
It’s week two of Preptober, and time to start writing. How exciting is that?
This week our focus is world-building. I’ve compiled a list of questions to help you figure out your world and how people live in it.
But what if your story is set in the real world? You probably still want to fill this out. Things like food, clothing and culture vary wildly depending on where you’re from. And it never hurts to get things down on paper.
Besides, thinking of these details will help you step into the world of your story. It’ll get you thinking of those intimate details.
What is the weather like?
This is pretty straightforward, but no less important. There’s a reason one of the first things I do in the morning is check the weather.
Does it rain a lot? Is it sunny? Is this a place where the weather impacts travel and crops? Does any of this have anything to do with your story?
What do people wear?
Clothing tells us so much about a person. What do people usually wear in your world? Cloaks, jeans, sweaters? Are mink coats the style, or Foster Grants?
What do people eat?
This might largely be impacted by the first question, and where your story is taking place. An ocean-side city is going to eat a lot of fish. A more rural land is going to have a lot of farm food, like chicken and corn.
What’s the popular entertainment?
This is always a fun thing to consider. What are people doing to entertain themselves? Are plays popular entertainment? Do people gather at the local tavern to hear music? Or is this a more modern story where people prefer to stay home and stream a movie? No judgment.
Is there a magical structure? What are the rules?
Here’s where things get fun. What kind of magic exists in your world, if any? What rules does the magic have? What are its limitations? Because of course, magic isn’t fun when it doesn’t have limitations.
What is their technology like?
Even if you’re writing a fantasy novel, there’s still technology. It’s just that it’s going to look wildly different depending on when in time your story takes place. Do they have smartphones or water wheel power generators? Or, if you’re writing steampunk, maybe a fantastic combination of both?
What political structure do they have?
Politics might be frustrating, but it’s something that impacts us all. Whether it’s going to impact your story or not, you should know what political structure is. Even if it’s just a local sheriff and a disinterested mayor.
What cool element exists in this world that isn’t in ours, and how does that impact everyone?
Yes, this applies to every story, even if it’s set in the real world. This doesn’t have to be magical. It doesn’t have to be fantastic pieces of technology. Though of course, that’s fine if it is.
This can be an old mill, a fantastic coffee shop, or a stretch of road that has the habit of moving around on certain nights of the year.
Banned Books Week is winding down. But frankly, I don’t think it should. With all the attacks on literacy this year, I think we should keep right on celebrating banned books.
So today I want to share with you my ten favorite banned books. Some of them are fun, some are heavy. Some I was blessed to be taught about in school. Some I only discovered because of events like Banned Books Week.
None of them should be banned.
The Giver by Lois Lowry
The absolute irony of banning a book about people controlling the thoughts and actions of their citizens is not lost on me.
I talk about The Giver all the time. Everyone should read it. There are so many lessons here about valuing people for more than just their productivity, for championing individuality, and for bulking authority.
I wonder why some people don’t want us to read that.
1984 by George Orwell
1984 is, in my opinion, the next step up from The Giver in terms of anti-conformity, anti-government overreach, and overall pro-individual life choices. It has many of the same themes as The Giver, with some frightening additions. Our main character writes news reports and masterfully lies to the people. If the ration of chocolate is being cut, he’ll write about the great increase in the chocolate rations.
Then, of course, there are the rats.
Maus by Art Spiegelman
If you never thought you could get emotionally broken by a comic, you will know better after reading Maus.
Maus is a messy, dark, horrific tale of the Holocaust, told with cartoon mice and cats and pigs. In it, the author tells the story of his family and friends during one of the most horrific events in history. And it pulls no goddamned punches.
To Kill A Mockingbird by Harper Lee
This is my favorite book. This is why we named our cat Harper. When Harper Lee died, I cried in public.
I was taught To Kill A Mockingbird in school. It was a dark story of false accusations, horrific racism, and the penalties for standing up for what’s right. This book has given me courage during some dark times in my life.
This is the great thing about dark books. They can give us strength during hard times.
The Handmaid’s Tale by Margaret Atwood
I wonder why some people don’t want us to read this.
Just on the off chance you haven’t read this book or seen the show inspired by it, this is a dark tale of a dystopian future in which birth rates have plummeted.
But of course, people with money and power will not be denied anything they want. Even if it means enslaving women and forcing them to have sex and carry babies against their will.
This felt a lot less realistic before last year. Did you know women needed their husband’s permission to have a credit card before 1974?
1974.
Harry Potter by J. K. Rowling
Yes, Rowling is a problem. And I’m not gonna defend her. I’m gonna defend trans women and men.
Yes, these books have a host of issues. Yes, they’re still fun to read. And the reason they were banned was not because of the author’s opinions of womanhood, or the cringy way she named characters of other nationalities.
These books were banned because they contained magic. Gee, wonder why that might piss me off. It’s not even real witchcraft. Censoring magic in a child’s life is just never going to make sense to me.
Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins
It really is amazing how many dystopian future books about all-powerful and abusive governments get banned.
Hunger Games is a great series. It has a lot of dark things to say about how media is used to manipulate and control us. Which is something we all need to be more aware of.
Have you ever wondered, for instance, why there are so many cop shows?
Bone by Jeff Smith
Unlike the rest of the books on this list, Bone is not heavy. Well, the copy I have is physically heavy because it’s the whole damn run in one hulking volume.
But this is not a massively deep tale or one with problematic undertones. It’s just a cute adventure story about a little bone and a warrior princess.
I honestly am not sure why Bone was banned. I suppose there’s some drinking, some suggestive situations. But it’s nothing serious.
And if you’re going to read the other books on this list, you could probably use something a bit lighter afterward.
I Know Why The Caged Bird Sings by Maya Angelou
Reading the work of Maya Angelou always makes me feel like I’m sitting in the room with her, listening to her talking just to me.
This first book begins the tale of her life, which has been a fascinating and difficult one. It tells of her childhood, living with her grandmother, father, and mother. It tells of her childhood and teenage triumphs and the horrible tales of her abuses.
If you’ve never read I Know Why The Caged Bird Sings, read it now. It is astonishing.
A Day in the Life of Marlon Bundo by Jill Twiss
I have purchased copies of this book for every friend of mine who has a small child. Let it never be said that spite can’t create something beautiful.
This is the story of a bunny named Marlon Bundo, who happens to belong to Former VP Mike Pence. Marlon is gay and has a beautiful relationship with another boy bunny.
It’s cute, sweet, and a great book to explain LGBTQ+ to little kids. And that’s something we could use more of.
So that’s it for today. I see no reason to stop reading banned books just because Banned Books Week is over. And I’d love to hear from you in the comments. What is your favorite banned book?
As promised, we’ll be walking through each page of my Preptober Planner together until we reach the big event in November. Because everything is better as a team.
Week one is all about making a plan. We’re going to answer some questions, make some lists, and get signed up on the Nanowrimo website.
First, some questions. Let’s make a plan for when you’re going to be writing, and how you’re going to make that time.
1. When are you going to write?
2. What projects do you need to wrap up before November to make space for writing a novel?
3. Are there any days I know I won’t be able to write? What days can I get in extra words to catch up?
4. What are the other obligations that you still need to meet like work, school, or home care?
Now, we’re going to consider the other people in your life. First, let’s make a list of the people who can help you this month. Who’s going to cheer you on? Who can pick up some extra work around your home? Who might bring you a coffee?
Now we’re going to make a second list of people. These are your fellow writers who are participating in Nanowrimo. Who are you writing with? Who can you meet up with for writing dates?
Next, we’re going to consider the physical things you’re going to need to write your novel.
Do you type or write on paper? Do you need index cards or post-its for organizing and brainstorming? How about a file folder for notes? Make a list, it’s time to go stationary shopping.
Finally, it’s time to go onto the Nanowrimo website and announce your project! It’s an exciting moment if you’ve never done it before.
That’s it for this week. We’re on our way to a successful month of writing together. Let us know in the comments what you’re going to be working on this November. And I’ll see you next week.
I think Banned Books Week got moved to October this week because it’s getting scary out there for our freedom of expression.
Now, normally I post the top ten most banned to kick off Banned Books Week. But that’s been done to death. We know what got banned. More importantly, we know what kind of books get banned.
Books about queer people get banned.
Books about black people get banned.
Books about Native people get banned.
Books that make kids think about someone outside of their experience get banned.
This isn’t surprising. It’s just disgusting that it’s getting portrayed as protecting children. The only ones protected by book banning are the people threatened by children’s learning.
We know the kind of people who are doing this. Since they seem to want so much attention, let’s call them out by name. Ron DeSantis seems to be on a mission to wipe out literacy and basic human decency in Florida. It’s gotten so bad there that rather than having a list of banned books, there’s a list of allowed books because that’s shorter.
Then there’s the great state of Texas, which according to Axios leads the nation in book ban attempts.
Everything really is bigger in Texas, including the assholes.
Of course, the real star of the book-banning show is the organization called Moms For Liberty.
That name is just some pure doublespeak for you. And if you get that reference, it’s because of a book called 1984, which Moms For Liberty doesn’t want you to read.
Moms for Liberty has a very specific view of the world, and certain things just don’t fit. By those things I mean children who aren’t white, straight and conservative.
Whether they say it out loud or not, their message is clear. Black children, brown children and LGBTQ+ children might exist in our schools. But they are not welcome there.
But that’s the point of all of these book bans. Do not ever believe that the intention is to protect children from inappropriate material.
The book bans are step one. The final point is a final solution. To remove LGBTQ+ people from our society. To segregate our schools. To make a world where only a certain kind of person feels safe. Where there is a right way to love, a right way to look, a right way to pray.
My God, Banned Books Week used to be a celebration. Pride used to be a celebration. For a few shining years, we were making some progress.
But here we are. Please, I am begging you to write to your politicians. Show up and counter-protest if Moms For Liberty creeps in where you live. Learn and sit with uncomfortable parts of our history. Protect trans kids. Protect kids of color. Stand up for drag performers. Show up for the next generation.
With Nanowrimo right around the corner, I thought it might be nice to do a series getting back to some real bare-bone basics of living a writing life.
Then I realized I’m going to be doing a ton of Preptober content this month, and Banned Books Week is next week. Then of course there’s all the holiday content coming up. So while I’m still doing this series, it might be a little scattered.
But it will be here, damn it!
Today, I want to start with a question. Where do you write?
I’ve been blessed to always have a desk of my own. Even as a kid, I had a table in my bedroom. Today I have a whole office in our home, small as it is. I do work from home for my day job, so unfortunately it isn’t just a writing desk. But it is a desk of my own in a room of my own.
While this is a blessing, it’s not a necessity. I wrote books long before I had a whole office when my desk was crammed into a living room or my bedroom. I wrote books while I was working outside of my home. And even though I’ve always had a desk, I’ve written lots of my books while I wasn’t anywhere near it.
I’ve written in diners, laundromats, coffee shops, doctor’s waiting rooms, hospital rooms and libraries. I’ve written at bus stops, rest stops, haircut places, fast food joints. I’ve written in break rooms, under trees in the grass and on the couch in front of the TV. About the only place I don’t write (except maybe some journaling) is in bed because somewhere I heard it’s not good to work in bed because it trains your brain that this isn’t a place to rest.
Flexibility is crucial if you’re going to be a working writer. Unless you are very lucky, you are just not going to have the amount of quiet alone time in your home at your desk to put the number of words on the page that you want.
While it’s great, and necessary, to be flexible, it also doesn’t hurt to put some intention into your writing space. I have always tried to keep a physical space where I can (ideally) write in peace at home. But I’ve also kept a bag packed with things that allow me to create a writing space anywhere I am.
Crafting both of those things requires the same questions to be answered. And of course, your ideal writing space is going to look quite different than mine. So here are some practical considerations to help you create a place where writing is a pleasure.
Consider what you’re writing
Writing a blog post or review is different for me than writing a novel. Editing again is different. I almost never write posts in coffee shops because I’m so used to writing prose there.
How does a certain place make you feel? Does the library bring out your childish side? Do you feel more professional working at your desk? Do you think best at the kitchen table after everyone else is in bed?
If you’re unsure, try this exercise. Attempt a fifteen to twenty-minute freewriting session at several places you tend to write in.
How did you feel writing in each of these places? Does one place feel safer? Does another place feel like you ought to be doing your Math homework instead?
I can’t explain it, except that some places have certain vibes that lend themselves to certain activities. Maybe it’s the lighting. Maybe it’s the background sounds. Maybe it’s something in our past that makes us associate a place with a feeling.
Consider your tools
Different writing projects require different things of us. When I’m rough drafting, I just need my notebook and my outline. And a pen, of course. This is probably the easiest draft to take everywhere.
The second draft requires my laptop, the first draft, and several colored pens. Again, this can all be tossed into a bag and taken to most places.
Outlining is a whole other thing. This requires index cards, post-it notes, pens, markers, three virgin sacrifices and a mandrake root.
And coffee.
This isn’t an activity I would try anywhere but my house, because it’s such a mess and requires so much space.
The point is that you should consider what you’re going to need to accomplish a project. Do you need space, quiet, coffee? Is a good internet connection vital (when I write a review) or forbidden (when I’m writing prose?)
These are all things to consider when you’re planning where you’ll be writing. Even in your own home. Maybe your writing desk doesn’t have the space for a certain project. Maybe your place has internet dead spots. Maybe one spot in the house seems to invite tabby battles.
Think about it before, and you won’t have to think about it when you’re writing.
Consider your preferences
Everyone has likes and dislikes. And while we can’t always have everything we want, we can usually have some of it.
Consider what sort of chair you’d like. What sort of lighting do you like? Do you enjoy having a candle burning when you work? Are there certain reference books or things you like to have around for inspiration?
What kind of pens do you like? Do you prefer paper or PC? Maybe you’re an absolute weirdo perfectly valid person deserving of love who writes on their phone.
Do not let anyone tell you what you should like. Writing is, after all, art. You should choose the tools you use for your art all by yourself. And hopefully, you’re going to be spending a lot of time writing. You should be as comfortable as possible while you do that.
So that’s it. If you’re a new writer, I hope this post helps you create a space in your home and out to write. If you’ve been a writer for a while, I hope this post inspires you to update where you’re writing if it needs it.
Next week is the start of Preptober, so get excited for some extra content. Banned Books Week also begins next week. We’ll be seeing a lot of each other in the next month is what I’m trying to say.
I used to do this every season, posting a list of books I planned to read. I got away from it because I’m as fickle as the wind and more rebellious against myself than anyone else. Putting a book on a reading list seemed to be a sure sign that I’d be reading anything except that book including the backs of Monster drink cans.
But I really want to give it a try again. Maybe because Fall feels like back to school, and I love a good reading list.
Also, there are some events in Fall that will dictate my reading to a point. Banned Books Week is in October, so I want to read certain things for that. Then there’s Halloween and Nanowrimo. As such, much of what I read for the rest of the year will be horror and writing related.
Oh darn, my two favorite things.
So here’s what I plan to read this Fall. The list might be a bit aspirational, since we just got a new family member who’s taking up an awful lot of my time and attention.
I’m not including my holiday books, because that’s just five books I read every year. Some of these books are new, some are new to me. Some are old favorites. And of course, if something comes out or I get offered an ARC this might get adjusted. But as of right now, here’s the plan for Fall reading.
The Roots Grow Into The Earthby Bert S. Lechner
I should already have finished this book by the time you’re reading this. I should in fact have a review of it up on Haunted MTL. It’s a pretty chilling read so far.
Silver Nitrate by Silvia Moreno-Garcia
This is a no-brainer. I might not have loved Daughter of Dr. Moreau, but I have adored every other one of her books I’ve gotten my hands on.
Holly by Stephen King
Dad wrote another book, of course I’m gonna read it. And, it’s about my favorite character from the Mr. Mercedes trilogy and The Outsider. It’s like this book was made for me.
The ruin of all witches by Malcom Gaskill
This is a nonfiction book about a witch hunt in Springfield Massachusetts in 1651. I don’t think I need to explain why I want to read this one.
Ghostland: An American History in Haunted Places by Colin Dickey
I just thought this would be a really fun book to read for Halloween. I’m a sucker for a good historical ghost story.
Gather Together in My Name by Maya Angelou
I really love reading a Maya Angelou book for Banned Books Week. Which is in October this year, by the way. No idea why they moved it, except the current state of banned books in America is scary.
The Halloween Tree by Ray Bradbury
I read this every year for Halloween. It’s cute, the artwork is delightful, and it doesn’t feel like Halloween without it. If you’ve never read it yourself, I cannot suggest it enough.
Horrorstor by Grady Hendrix
I am a sucker for a good horror comedy. This book is basically about a haunted Ikea. I am stoked to read this one by the fireplace with some apple cider.
Wild MindandThunder and Lighting by Natalie Goldberg
In November I crave inspiration from my favorite writers. Rereading some of my favorite Natalie Goldberg books will help me get inspired for Nanowrimo.
The Magical Writing Grimoire by Lisa Marie Basile
Lisa Marie Basile is easily my favorite witchy writer. And this book has so many great practices for writers and witches. I plan to work through it in November and December.
Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens
We’ll finish up November with Christmas and Yule, which means I’ll be starting with my favorite Christmas book of all time.
If you don’t already read this book every holiday season, I cannot suggest it enough. It’s the best way for a literary lover to get into the holiday spirit.
So that’s it. I’ll be checking back in December to see how many of these books I actually read. And now it’s your turn! What do you plan to read this Fall? Let us know in the comments below.
My Preptober planner is available now! And it’s full of new pages for character creation and world building. Check it out in my Ko-fi store.
Writing is a beautiful art that comes in as many forms as the people who do it. Novels, music, script writing, poetry. Within each are myriad genres and subgenres, themes and structures.
I write speculative fiction, for the most part. Horror, science fiction and fantasy stories. I do not write poetry. At least, not any that I’d consider publishing.
And yet learning about poetry has been a cornerstone of my writing education. It’s something that I love, and something that I think improves my writing every day. Even my horror writing. Especially my horror writing.
The reason for this is that I practice prose poetry. This is a piece of writing that has a prose structure, but with an emphasis on poetic elements. Word usage, pacing, sentence structure. These are the elements that I focus on to make my writing read more like a poem.
It just doesn’t normally rhyme.
I use prose poetry in my writing for several reasons. The first is that I enjoy it and I like writing it.
The second is that it’s the best way I’ve found to write descriptions in a meaningful and entertaining way.
Consider a scene in which a character is introduced to a haunted house. We could simply describe the place. We could write about the broken front steps, the peeling paint on the front door, the cracks in the windows. That’s fine, it gets the job done.
But what if instead we talked about steps that sang a funeral march when mounted? Windows that looked out over the street with nothing but darkness and madness beyond them? What if we talked about the paint that peeled off like flesh seared by unfriendly flames?
Isn’t that more interesting?
Many genre authors use this method to their advantage. One fantastic example is the book This is How You Lose The Time War. It’s a fantastic science fiction love story that reads like a poem. Another example that’s a little more classic is the Halloween Tree by Ray Bradbury. These books are lyrical, and a treat to read.
Which isn’t to say that you’ve got to write your whole book like that. If the front steps have already sang a mourning song to us, we don’t need each hallway to howl like bitter wolves. I mean, they can. But a little bit of this style can go a long way.
I highly suggest giving prose poetry a try in your writing. Here’s an exercise to get you started.
Take a scene from your work in progress that’s heavy on description. Maybe a fight scene, or the first introduction of an important character or setting. Write your description of this battle, person or place. Then, write it like a poem. Here are some tips.
-Play with word usage. We all know that some words mean the same thing with completely different interpretations.
-Don’t discount sentence and paragraph structure. Sometimes simply moving to the next line can have an impact. Consider this example.
She ran through the field and up the stairs. Her brother didn’t follow.
She ran through the field and up the stairs.
Her brother didn’t follow.
The second example feels more ominous. It feels more like we should have some concerns regarding why her brother didn’t follow.
– Metaphors and similes are your friends. Especially in horror, this can be fun. Blood blooms like a rose around a bullet hole. Bones crack like kindling. Wind gnaws at the door and windowpanes with ice teeth. No, ice fingers.
Take some time with this, and have fun. Because of course, writing should be fun. And I’d love to know if you try this technique. Let us know in the comments how it goes.
Don’t forget, my Preptober Planner is updated for 2023 with new character creation and world building pages. You can get it now on my ko-fi store.
There’s a person I follow on all social media. Her name is Molly, the art witch. I love her. I want her to be my auntie.
I’ve learned so many wonderful things from her about art, expression, finding joy in life, and witchcraft. One of the best things I’ve learned from Molly is this. Nothing is sacred until we say it is.
Now, she was talking about grimoires and other magical tools. And this was great news for me as a beginner witch who was being far to methodical about my grimoire. It was incredibly freeing, realizing I could have a grimoire that didn’t look anything like the books I grew up seeing on Charmed. I’ve since crafted three full grimoires, and have two active ones for my continued learning.
But I didn’t come here today to talk about grimoires. I can if you want me to. Let me know in the comments.
Today, though, I want to talk about something else. Tuesday was the ninth anniversary of Paper Beats World. It was a terribly important day for me, filled with big positive emotions. Do you know what I did?
I went to work, because I had to work that day.
I have launched ten books and three seasons of podcasts. I’ve had a handful of mini milestones in my writing career aside from those. And on most of those days, I have done just about the same thing.
I’ve taken some pictures, posted them on social media, and gone to work.
What in the hell am I doing?
I think for the longest time, I’ve been expecting other people to make a big deal out of these days, these milestones and achievements. But that’s a lot to put on anyone. My darling husband is as supportive as they come, and even he didn’t do much more than congratulate me. But really, what else was there for him to say?
Especially as indie writers, our successes seem lackuster. Our books come out to little fan-fair. Instagram didn’t turn pink when AA came out. No one was waiting outside a book store to snag a copy of Quiet Apocalypse before they went to work.
Please understand that this isn’t a pity party. Nor is it me talking down about myself or other indie authors. Most of the content I was most excited for this year didn’t have a massive party when it launched. Silver Nitrate came out, no one was dressing up as film monsters and waiting in line to get their copy. Old Gods Of Appalachia is about to start season four. We aren’t seeing a bunch of stoked fans dressed up as dead miners. Instead fans of these things, myself included, simply got the book. We listened to the podcast. We celebrate the stories that we love by consuming them, then posting pictures of the covers on social media and raving about how cool the story was. Quietly.
The point is that no one is going to celebrate your successes as much as you do. These days don’t have meaning, unless we make them have meaning. And yeah, it’s kind of hard to make them have meaning, even if it’s something you’ve waited years for.
I had to go to work on Tuesday. I actually got sick and had to leave work, spend the rest of the day on the couch on Tuesday. But most launch days, the world just has no intention of stopping. There’s still pets that need cared for. Laundry, dishes, day jobs. These things do not and will not go away.
But we are achieving things, damn it! We are launching books, we are signing contracts. We are getting our first good reviews and holding the copies of our books for the first time. We as indie writers are winning all the time. And damn it, I’m going to take more time to celebrate those wins.
So sometime soon I’m taking myself to my favorite coffee shop. I’m getting a Fall coffee, and sitting down with my laptop to look over my own site. To revisit the memories, advice, lamentations and everything else I’ve poured nine years of work into. After all, I start this blog while I was still working on Broken Patterns. It is a very real documentation of my entire writing career.
This is how I’m making this anniversary sacred, how I’m making it special. And I’m vowing now to never pass up another opportunity to celebrate a writing win again.
So how about you? What do you do to celebrate your writing milestones? Let us know in the comments. And I’ll see you again next week.
Don’t forget, Preptober is officially just a month away. I have a brand new updated for 2023 version of my Preptober Planner available now on my Ko-fi shop.
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